Wishes for 2009

當時並沒有發覺雙腳是踩在岩石邊緣

　　　　 一路上的山巒風景我也視若無睹

　　　風吹過，往事都不復返了

　　　　　 不安與錯過的全部再見

　　　　　　 看著2009，讓我們微笑

　　　　　　　 因為所有的ㄧ切終將

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 苦盡甘來...

I know I have not been writing. I tried, many times but all my post have been left in the draft folder.

I realized I lost my "voice" during year 2008 and usually for each year I would have an aim, a motivation or a direction to pursue. I could not pin point what I want for year 2009.

So I went deep, and searched and found the only thing I wanted is to be happy. Do simple things like with the heart you know...appreciating little things in life. Its an easy and straightforward resolution.

I sleep late most night and I don't sleep well. So, for the past few days I have been trying to make a point to sleep earlier, remember to take my vitamins and enzyme, stopped for a moment for a massage from a person who really want to give me one , and lastly pray. I feel calmer, and floored by the kindness from people surrounding me.

I have not laugh from the heart yet. I wish I could, I'm trying everyday by learning to put a smile back.

From 2008, we learn life is full of uncertainties and vulnerable.

I give up...the facade to be strong, and maybe then I will find my voice back.